[ 牢骚 ]

已经过了三月中了 然后部落格都没更新到 因为之前整个低潮期 每天很emo的过日子 

心里是很担心这个那个 可是没有在家人面前表现出来 因为家里也都没人和我聊 这让我更down 

所以都只能和男朋友念念念 感觉他很想掐死我为什么天天都在念一样的事情 

当然也幸好有Eriol常微信我和我聊 然后感觉她最近都很正能量 真的觉得这方面我该向她学习!! 

我真的有很努力要学习怎么样用正能量来看待事情 可是说真的 从来没有一件事在我很有正能量的时候顺利进行 这真的很打击我! 所以我很难办到正能量 应该还需要多点历练

然后现在emo的日子总算是雨过天晴了 反而就变成了有点忙 有点破产 有点期待 有点担心 

有点忙... ...因为要搬离家了 所以要准备收拾需要带过去新住处的东西 然后弄些工作上需要的东西 但我很懒 到现在都还没动到那些事情 所以过几天我就会一边忙一边埋怨现在的懒惰 xD

有点破产... ...一切的开始都需要$$$$啊 TT 

买新衣服的开销也就算了 新住处那里也一切需要钱 好多必需品要买！

哭史惹~~~

有点期待... ...我想离开这里很久了!! 

现在终于做到了 感觉会比较自由 xD 

但自由得来也应该可能会常回家 xDDD 

有点担心... ...新工作=新环境=自闭症快发作了 我是那种很难和不熟的人聊很开的人 然后我很慢热 我又很讨厌假假笑 每次假笑了心里都会默默巴自己一巴掌 所谓的假笑不是见到面扬起嘴角和人家微笑的那种 这种微笑打招呼我很乐意做 因为是最基本的礼貌 我所谓的是那些人在讲自以为很幽默的东西了然后我要配合笑 这真的很为难我耶 TT 不然的话平时的我真的直接冷眼那个人了! 还有我不懂和不熟的人寒暄几句 在那边乱讲几句很白痴又没有意义的话我真的觉得自己很虚伪很想死 >< 最讨厌要适应新环境的时期了 

除了有这些心情之外 当然还有感激之情 很感激他肯和我一起到新环境工作 然后之前去面试或是看房子时都他开车 还记得我去面试之前有发生了点事 但他没有怨言的载我 但我真的愧疚惨了 而且载我之前他还去买了面包怕我饿到 然后我觉得最感动的是他还特地带了hair spray!! 因为我每次只要一把头发绑起来都总会有一整撮头发掉下来 他说面试要整齐一点所以带了要给我喷 虽然最后我都没喷 xD 之后又有一次被通知要去做身体检查 然后害怕要抽血又怕我会晕 所以就带我去买牛奶 然后这个月一直来回了好几趟 他都没有怨言 感激死了♥

但愿我们俩的新工作 新环境 新生活 一切顺利!!!

[ Review ] Beautymate Purifying & Hydrating Set

Well... I always buy skincare which I've done many research on it to see others' review on how is the result and how is the feeling after using it especially toner!! I am quite willing to buy toner which is a bit pricey cause I think toner plays the most important role in our skincare routine. Why am I saying like this?? Toner helps to cleanse our face the second time after washing our face to make sure there is no more residue of face cleanser. At the same time, toner softens our cuticle which means it will boost up the absorption level of the next skincare product you use! Putting the right toner helps to improve your skin condition (my own philosophy xDDD)

This is my first time using Beautymate Purifying and Hydrating Set from Natta Cosme.

As I mentioned just now, I seldom use toner which I didn't research on it. So, I was quite worry when I get to know I have to do review on Beautymate toner >< But after using it, I was quite amazed with the effect :))) Moreover, it's price is affordable!
Beautymate Purifying & Hydrating Nano Toner: http://www.nattacosme.com/073-Brand/097-beautymate/100-purifying-hydrating-nano%20/Beautymate-Purifying-Hydrating-Nano-Toner

Extracted by Ginkgo Biloba Leaf Extract, Hydrolyzed Pearl and Glycoproteins, Ginkgo Biloba Leaf Extract which helps to hydrate your skin and facilitate the matebolism which prepares fast absorbing of lotion. Formulated with the natural mineral of Hydrolyzed Pearl can bright up the skin tone and balance the pH value, it makes your skin soften and smooth. Glycoproteins helps to increase the moisture balance in cuticle up to 15 hours or above.

What I like about the toner is the pump hahaha!! There is rarely toner with pump. This is more hygienic compared with the usual ‘mouth' of toner. 

It's in clear and watery texture, non sticky.

Girlsss, please apply toner with cotton pad!! Don't say that it's a waste or what unless you have a very fine, baby-skin face!! Cotton pad with toner will help to remove residue of facial cleanser so that your pores are not clogged. It is second cleansing for our face.

Apply in upward motion and twice a day after cleansing your face. [ All the skincare product should be apply upward, while makeup product should be apply downward ]

Don't forget your neck too!

Usually, I'll apply toner twice to make sure my skin can really absorb the nutrients. The first time with cotton pad. The second time with the toner + palm!

Leave your palm on your face for few seconds to let the heat of your palm warm up your face so that your face can actually absorb the nutrients better :)

The scent is good and calming. [ I hate some toner with strong fragrance!! It's like pouring the perfume on your face >< ]

My skin is quite sensitive. I'm very scared of those toner which will 'sting' my face. But Beautymate Purifying & Hydrating Nano Toner is gentle enough. BIG LOVE for it :) So girls with sensitive skin can give it a try.

Beautymate Purifying & Hydrating Nano Mask: http://www.nattacosme.com/073-Brand/097-beautymate/100-purifying-hydrating-nano%20/Beautymate-Purifying-Hydrating-Nano-Mask

BeautyMate Purifying and Hydrating Nano Mask is manufactured by the newly imported nano technology, combined with a close-fitting mask cutting, can effectively release essence nutrients into skin cells to bring you a unique skin care experience. Hyaluronic acid and collagen are excellent moisturizing agents that help to smooth out skin texture. Ginkgo biloba and morus nigra leaf extracts provide whitening effects. Pearl powder contains marine micro-elements and can help to cool off and calm the skin, reduce wrinkles and pump up the moisture level. It nourishes skin cells from deep within to greatly improve skin conditions.
[ Please apply mask AFTER toner, not before toner ]

Inside the packaging. Not much essence left because already fully absorbed by the mask.

Do you see the cutting?? (It actually has many cutting over the mask but I just take picture around my nose here) I personally think that this cutting is really good in 'holding' your face! Ya I know there are many masks which thin enough and stick on our face very well. But this mask with this cutting. it really 'hold' your face. You can turn your head right, left, up and down or even 360 degree (???), it will still 'holding' your face. After your head turn to here and there, you no need to adjust the mask!! Sounds great right?? And it didn't hurt or irritate my sensitive skin.

After 15-20 minutes, remove the mask.

Don't waste the essence of the mask, wipe it around the neck :D

There is still some essence left on my face after removing the mask.

And according to the direction, we have to wipe off the remaining essence with cotton pad. It's kinda different with other masks as we need to massage the remaining essence until absorbed thoroughly. But nevermind la, just follow the directions naaaa


Wipe off the remaining essence with cotton pad.

Softer and brighter skin :)))

Yayy, I'm glad to review this two products from Beautymate Purifying & Hydrating Set. You can get them at Natta Cosme.
Here's the website of Natta Cosme: http://www.nattacosme.com/
Facebook of Natta Cosme: https://www.facebook.com/NattaCosme (Follow them for more updates)

And I've found out they are having a great deal for this set. You just need RM42.90 to get the 120ml toner and 7 pieces of mask. It's cheap right!! Here to get the great deal: http://www.nattacosme.com/073-Brand/097-beautymate/100-purifying-hydrating-nano%20/Beautymate-Purifying-Hydrating-Christmas-Set

 At last, I want to say that the toner is my favourite now xD I like its pump, smell, gentle enough to my sensitive skin and also its affordable price :D

That's all for my review. Good day to all of you :)

如果只有我们 那我的家是很温暖的

My Valentine ♥

昨天的双情人节 害得整个面子书超闪的 大家都很积极po礼物照 浪漫晚餐照 甜蜜合照 我就边刷面书边like 好忙 xD

我自己也收到礼物 也有和他一起晚餐 :D

说到礼物嘛... 其实前一晚我有闹别扭 (现在回想起还觉得真不应该><) 因为一直很想要潘XX 他也懂 之前圣诞节他有拉我进店面看然后也决定要买给我 但我看到价钱真的吓到啦TT 整个很不想他钱包流血怕他晚上会失眠哈哈哈 因为毕竟还没工作赚钱我真的不好意思要他花那么多 但有一个charm我真的想要很久了 TT 所以就情人节前一晚有和他说我想要charm不要它的bracelet 因为之前有看过人家戴 然后我觉得戴在我手上很不像我的东西 所以就要charm而已 想说要配成项链 他有答应我那会是我的生日礼物 之后我就很不爽干嘛要等到生日咧就不能提前一点吗 但他表现得有点不愿意 但之后也有说不如就去趟槟城买这样 可是他好像不甘愿 阿我也不想那么委屈就直接翻脸和他说不要了!!! 然后他就和我说了他其实已经准备好礼物了 是因为要给我惊喜所以才不说 可是刚好我收到这封信息的时候其实我已经睡死了xD 但半夜醒来时看到了整个觉得很内疚我为什么要闹别扭 >< 然后也有在想它究竟会送我什么 该不会巧克力吧TT 去年他就送过我一堆了 虽然我不怎么喜欢巧克力但看到他把每份都包得美美的还是有感动到 但我不要再收到一样的啦>< 然后也有想到他应该不太可能买首饰给我 因为其实穿戴在我身上的只要不是我自己选的我不太可能接受得了 毕竟每个人的品味不一样:P 之后想着想着 我又睡着了(废话)

情人节当天就知道真相啦 一开始他还和我说有巧克力 妈啊天知道我整颗心都碎了以为之后的一个星期又要啃巧克力了TT 不过原来他还真的买首饰啦xDDD 之前的脚链不见了 我整个很难过 这次就补回啦:D 而且比之前的粗了一咪咪=贵了一咪咪 幸好他有记得我说过我不喜欢有链坠的 (那样一堆东西吊着吊着真的不是我的菜 >< 然后这也是为什么我不要潘XX的bracelet了 因为刚好我想要的charm是坠子而不是直接被扣在bracelet的)

至于晚餐咧 就去啃鸡扒 可是是免费的一餐 怪难为情的啦><

说实话 虽然有时候埋怨他这个不好 那个不好 但其实我真的知道他疼我 我要的他会尽力给我(然后我不要的他就自己吞xDDD) 然后我的野蛮我的脾气我的臭脸我的冷漠他也得吞!! (我又很了解自己的不好的一面哈哈哈) 之前大考都多亏他每个科目的手写笔记 不然我真的不知怎么样死 我紧张的时候只要听到他的声音我会安定很多 之前还是过我压力得有几天好像得了厌食症== 但之后一和他见面我就整个吃很多xD 我真的很感激他 但感激归感激 他也是有让我气到爆想要抓着他的头拿去撞墙的时候尤其吵架时候的嘴脸有多惹人厌多欠打!!! 总的来说在一起就要你忍我我忍你 (我还不敢用‘包容’这么伟大的词xD)


嗯 别和我说谈恋爱应该是心灵上而不应该是物质上!!
那好就说如果只有心灵上的恋爱吧... 每逢什么节什么节和你的生日 你的另一半给你的都是卡片，信，卡片，信，好啊第一年你会超感动觉得他好有诚意 第二年你会觉得好好哦还是那么有诚意 第三年第四年第五年... ...第X年你的卡片和信对于收旧报纸的应该有点值钱了 那时候你就会觉得大家的烛光晚餐 大家的小礼物甚至是大名牌礼物来得更实际一点 我真的不相信有谁和他的另一半都用卡片和信来维持彼此的感觉!! 有的话 我真的觉得他们很佛心 就算是基本的烛光晚餐也要花钱!! 除非你愿意每个节日都和另一半一起吃indomie过xD
又或许可以更直接的说 我比较现实 会把想要的说出来 至于要用爱慕虚荣这词吗？嗯我有喜欢prada miumiu...但我知道我们的能力到哪里 所以我没有因为这样而倾家荡产
也或许更因该说 感情不能被分类为心灵上或物质上 而是应该两个方面都有兼顾到 每个人的观念都不同 大家都有自己的一套来维持关系 大家开心就好

最后要说一句 希望有情人终成眷属 找到你的soulmate :)
晚安~

ps: 谢谢你♥ 虽然我常埋怨你 但... ...这应该也不会改变多少xD

[ Skincare Review ] Neuzell Oxygen Bubble Cleanser

This is not my only first time doing product review for HiShop. I've covered reviews on make up products and face masks before. Yet, this is my first time to do a review on cleanser. Perhaps I should state clearer, it's bubble cleanser! I'm always love bubblesssss when it comes to face cleansing. Hey, don't tell me you don't know how important are those bubbles when cleansing our face nah! Bubbles are needed to reduce the friction between our hands and skin and of course cleanse our face effectively yet in a gently way :) So, I always have a bubble net to create rich bubble for face cleansing purpose. BUT now I no need to use the bubble net anymore because I have this!! ==> Neuzell Oxygen Bubble Cleanser [ RM89.90 for 100ml ]

The bubble cleanser is in light green gel texture.

This bubble cleanser has six main benefits:

-Remove makeup: Gently removes impurities, makeup and excessive sebum, leaving skin fresh and bright.

-Whitening: Inhibit sun damage caused by UV rays, lighten and brightens skin complexion.

-Moisture: Attracts and maintain moisture, keeping skin hydrated all the time.

-Deep cleanse: Cleanse out your skin while enhancing cell regenerative process with a boost of oxygen into the epidermal layers.

-Collagen: Promotes collagen production, reduce fine lines and wrinkles

-Soothing: Effectively maintain skin's pH balance, prevent inflammation and sensitivity.

The natural active ingredients including:

-Green tea: Anti-aging and control sebum

-Matricaria oil: A kind of traditional medicinal herb which has the strongest anti-inflammatory compound from the daisy family, used to soothe and heal troubled skin.

-Algae peptides: Increase collagen and moisturization.

-Chamomile: Anti-inflammation and protect skin from free radical damage and suppress the visible signs of aging.

-Panthenol: Also known as Pro-Vitamin B5 which soothes, moisturizes and reduce fine lines and wrinkles. It fights and free radiclas and promote healing of tissue and healthier cells regeneration.

FYI, the bubble cleanser is specially formulated for all skin types. It DOES NOT contain parabens, alcohol, SLES, mineral oil, artificial colour and fragrance. It is effective on acne prone skin.

Directions:

Apply sufficient amount of cleansing gel (without water) on face and leave for 20 second until bubbles are formed. Massage gently and rinse off with tepid water. 

Here is my experience using the bubble cleanser to test its effects on removing makeup. I've applied sunblock and bb cream on my hand.

To remove the sunblock and bb cream, I've squeezed some bubble cleanser on my hand.

Gently massage while spread it over the area which had applied sunblock and bb cream.

Then leave it until bubbles formed. ( It doesn't really need 20 seconds to form the bubble! AMAZING!! )

Can you see??? The bubbles become richer! After that, gently massage and wash it off with water. DONE!

To test whether I've thoroughly removed the sunblock and bb cream, I used my own cleansing lotion to test it and wiped with a cotton pad. Here it shows that the bubble cleanser can thoroughly remove sunblock but not for bb cream.

So, I think that this bubble cleanser is more suitable for girls who really applied light makeup with just applying sunblock. And I do recommend you girls who applied bb cream better remove it with your makeup remover then follow by using this bubble cleanser for face cleasing. I think it will double your effect of removing makeup and leave your skin breathing :)

Next, we move on to see how the bubble cleanser used on my face.

Firstly, squeezed out sufficient amount of it onto the palm.

 Put it on face (without water) and spread it over the whole face then leave it until bubbles formed. (Believe me! It can form bubbles less than 20 second!!)

As you can see at the first pictures, my face covered with rich bubbles and I felt excited xD After the bubbles formed, gently massage your face like how we usually wash our face. Then, wash it off with water.

My skin is breathing now!!! xD My face especially my forehead, nose and chin used to feel dry whenever I didn't applied toner and moisturizer immediately after cleansing. Sometimes I can even peeled the flakes on them. BUT after using the bubble cleanser, I think it is moisturized enough on my face because after wash it off, I didn't apply anything on my face but snap pictures to show the result after cleansing. I left my face without anything on it for about 10 minutes yet I didn't feel dryness on my face except my nose. What I mean is the area of dryness on my face reduced!! The cleanser is really not bad in hydrating.

I do believe that the smell of cleanser will affect our mood after every cleansing. The smell of this bubble cleanser is light yet refreshing. I feel good during and after the cleansing. I like its comfortable scent :)))

To know more about the products, you may refer to this link==> Neuzell's product

So here is my review on another awesome product from HiShop. Hope you like it :)

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Good day everyone, Bye :)

[Skincare] My Favourite Skincare Brand- Dr. Douxi ♥

**First of all, I have to clarify that this is not a sponsored post, I used my own money to buy the products and it's just my sharing :)

I always follow Taiwan bloggers and I knew Dr. Douxi because of them too! I'm gonna share about the two products that I've used and I think they are nice to use :) The first one will be the Dr. Douxi Snow Whitening Jelly (which is a jelly face mask) and the second one will be the Dr. Douxi Mandelic Essence Toner. I bought them from Hermo. 

Here we go with the first product- Dr. Douxi Snow Whitening Jelly. 

The lid.

As I've mentioned just now, it's a face mask with jelly texture. 

The main effect of this jelly mask is for whitening, soothing and brightening. It is suitable for all skin types especially for dull and dry skin. It is recommended for user with sensitive skin too as it has soothing effect.

After face cleansing, apply generously on your face and avoid eyes and mouth area. Leave it about 20-30 minutes then wash off. Then, continue with your skincare routine which is toner, serum and moisturizer.

The jelly mask is now on my face :)

IT IS REALLY NICE TO USE!! The jelly mask has nice smell and maybe the smell will a bit strong when you are applying the mask but after that it will turn to comfortable smell no worries :) The whitening effect is not really obvious on my face but it does brighten my face. And I personally think that it is good in MOISTURIZING! I can really feel my face moisturized even when I'm washing off the mask and I was like Oh My God Finally I Know What Is The Feeling Of Moisturizing!! Maybe my face already dry since long time ago hahaha

Next, we move on to the toner- Dr. Douxi Mandelic Essence Toner

Mandelic Acid (杏仁酸) is very good for our skin as it can speed up the skin's metabolism, soften skin's keratin and remove blackheads,whiteheads and help to improve acne prone skin. This Mandelic Essence Toner has the same effect. At the same time, the Red Wine Polyphenols (红酒多酚) inside the toner will function as antioxidants and help to brighten the skin. It is my most favourite toner and this is my second bottle of it :D 

It's texture is just like normal toner.

After the face cleansing, apply it on the face with cotton pad. Use it twice a day. It is suitable for sensitive skin too.

It has a light floral scent which I like it very much and I'm always feel happy whenever I apply it on my face hahaha! My face suka suka will pop out some pimples which make me geram sometimes arghh! But I feel my face become more stable than before I used this toner. That's why I like it! [TOUCHWOOD! Cause whenever people said my face look better then tomorrow sure will pop out another pimple ><] 

**Those words are my own experience with my skin. I have oily-combination, blemish prone skin. Not all the skincare products suit all of us unless we try on ourselves, right? I may not have perfect skin or baby skin, even I've work very hard to improve my skin condition. Yet I will still put more effort to let it become more stable!! FACE IS THE SECOND LIFE FOR A GIRL hahaha

After the face mask and other skincare routine, take a good sleep :)

So, this is my sharing about my favourite skincare products from Dr. Douxi. You can find it at Hermo. 

That's all! Good night Friday, Good night all of you :)